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Trendy Thin Knit – Food Talk

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Trying to find a balance in my body. Food things are difficult to figure out. Most of you know that I went down anorexia lane a few years ago. It crept on me subtly. I felt insignificant. Not having accomplished much career wise. There was this frustration and void in my life – even if I lived in Paris, the place I had wanted and chosen.

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It all started with a diet. I had had food problems – binge eating – in my past though. That started with a ballet teacher’s comment how I needed to be thinner. So in 2005 I got the taste of shedding kilos. Five years later I was in a very skeletal state. I knew it, yet didn’t really. I couldn’t bring myself into doing much about it. Just worry that I’d die. I was scared and trapped in my own game.

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I moved to Canada and decided to get better. For a year now, I have been eating without counting my intake. Trying to follow my hunger. It’s been more difficult than I had thought. I’ve been more anxious – mostly about life in general – than I would have liked. Why am I writing this? Because this is my blog and I feel the need to talk about this today.

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I have gained weight more than I would have wanted. I haven’t eaten uncontrollably. Just done my best at eating according to my hunger cues. I basically don’t eat any added sugars anymore. My mornings are made of two open faced sandwiches with veggies – one with a slice of ham, the other with a slice of cheese – and oatmeal. Lunches are salads with turkey and cheese, dessert, if needed, will be a cup of muesli. Dinners are again based on a salad, maybe salmon or chicken. If I need a snack I try to go for an apple, a banana or a granola bar.

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I ended up going to see a nutritionist. I had never done that before. So far she just told me to pay attention on my iron intake. Trying to eat more eggs and poultry, maybe a bit less cheese. The nutritionist also asked me what I weighed when I had a normal eating period in my life. The brief years in between my binging and restriction leading to anorexia, I weighed about what I do now. I realized that as I was talking to her.

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The nutritionist explained to me that we all have a programmed weight. That is something that our body decides on its own. We can spend our life fighting this number. If we do so, the body will activate its survival instinct and to be sure to prevail, will even add a few extra pounds to the programmed amount, just to be safe. So, the message to me was that I’m eating the way I should, no visible excess, and the fact that my body has still gained weight is due to my need of being at a higher number, yet. So, I was hoping to shed the four last pounds that I find ugly and too much, and now I am to be an adult about this all and just accept my body the way it needs to be.

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I would like to see my body energetic and thin. I don’t know if it is possible at a weight that my mind finds pretty. I don’t like my stomach which is not firm and lean. Some body unhappiness is due to happen to everyone. As I see my body get bigger, I’m less enthusiastic about taking pictures.

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This whole process is quite confusing. I am told that the body will not gain – on normal food intake – beyond its natural need. And that I am not to try to control this. Yet there’s this whole industry based on that.

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My body, my life (with energy and not anorexia lethargy) and my mind – we’re getting closer to a common understanding, yet there’s still a bit work to be done. Eating freely, recognizing real hunger from emotional stuff, loving my body the way it is, having energy to do what I need and want… These are a lot better than a few years ago. But they can be even more so.

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Yep, sometimes a lot of pondering goes on behind this smile. Does any of what I wrote speak to you? How could we all find peace and feel beautiful without attacking ourselves?

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Purple Candy

Purple Candy

My life has been full of activity lately. I’m busy running my company. I try to find time for sports daily – although it hasn’t been for running since I still am not completely cured from the sinusitis.

Purple Candy

This season calls for perky colors, in my neck of the woods. Pretty hues and fabrics. Luckily the sun comes out more and more. Little things make me grateful.

Purple Candy

Any new plans that you have for spring?

Purple Candy

Purple Candy

Purple Candy

Purple Candy

Purple Candy

Purple Candy

Purple Candy

Purple Candy

Sexy Red Lips

Sexy Red Lips

Look at my earrings in the below picture. I found them at Arden – kind of like the North American version of Jennifer in France. The lip theme has been up a lot in the fashion world recently. I have earrings that are little lipsticks, as well. Found them in New York’s Chinatown. I like to have little a bit out-the-ordinary details. Once a student’s mom got her gaze stuck on my ear. Then said, amazed “are those really lipsticks?”

Sexy Red Lips

The best way to fight end-of-the-winter drop in the energy level is to dress up and wear bright, vivifying colors. Red remains a faithful, sexy seduction mate. Maybe a cliche, but men do fall for good ol’ proven tricks. What woman would not want to feel desired?

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I’ve practiced a good doze of patience lately. Having been sick with a sinusitis for two weeks was a sturdy test. Proudly I can say that I came out of it with quite a stable morale. This should boost my belief in my own capacity to manage my life. Not my passing emotions, but me. That makes me feel powerful – a welcomed sensation for anyone.

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So, I’ve decided to be patient about waiting for spring to arrive, too. Here in Quebec City the snow can melt pretty fast. Once things get rolling, we’ll be okay. Patience is a good lesson – often very uncomfortable to learn but pays a lot later on.

Sexy Red Lips

Sexy Red Lips

Sexy Red Lips

Sexy Red Lips

Sexy Red Lips

Sexy Red Lips

Sexy Red Lips

Sexy Red Lips

Orchid Fashion Season…Go!

Orchid Fashion Season...Go!

Radiant orchid (fuchsia-purple) is the color of this year. Below you can see how Chanel plays with it in this spring’s collection. Purple means creativity and originality. It is opposed to emerald green in the color wheel that was up a lot last year.

Orchid Fashion Season...Go!source

Orchid Fashion Season...Go!

This outdoor ice rink is where I have been spending my time this winter. It’s in the heart of Quebec City and so only a hop away from our downtown apartment. I love the fact that on a whim I can be out there. Get the good vibes and come home refreshed. Sometimes on my way back, I pass people who tell me that they just saw me out there.

Orchid Fashion Season...Go!source

Orchid Fashion Season...Go!

Orchid Fashion Season...Go!

Dreams and creativity are important to nurture. As the chilly season draws to its end I’m contemplating the newly available pleasures – lighter clothing, longer evenings with luminosity, terrace lingering and boosted energy to go out after the working week.

Orchid Fashion Season...Go!source

Orchid Fashion Season...Go!

Orchid Fashion Season...Go!

Wherever I go, I seek to find beauty. I long to bring about some, too. Beauty can be found in the smallest of gestures – listening to the person who’s talking to you. Making them feel that their story, no matter how big or small, really matters.

Orchid Fashion Season...Go!

Orchid Fashion Season...Go!source

Orchid Fashion Season...Go!

Orchid Fashion Season...Go!

Orchid Fashion Season...Go!

Orchid Fashion Season...Go!

Orchid Fashion Season...Go!

Come spring, come soon! Fill our days with a renewed thirst for life.

Chanel-like Candy Coated

Chanel-like Candy Coated

Have you seen the Chanel Fall/Winter 2014-2015 ready-to-wear fashion show in Paris? A video here (scroll down to the first March 6 post) and an interesting trend report here and the best Paris show looks here.

In the above pic Valerie and I are organizing our Tea Party at church. Yummy cupcakes and smoked salmon sandwiches. And a grand occasion to dress up like Coco!

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This week in Paris the Great Karl had imagined a Chanel Shopping Center where the models strolled around freely as the audience admired the trendy shop hopper crowd. Lots of pinks and other peppy colors. The Master himself commented saying that “every woman wants to perk up the gray seasons with some colorful accents. This has to be done in style though.” My kind of style, for sure. Modern, shiny fabrics and street worthy shoes with luxuriously and timelessly chic silhouettes.

Chanel-like Candy Coatedsource

Chanel-like Candy Coatedsource

Don’t you just love the mix of “chic and shock”? Right down my alley.

Chanel-like Candy Coated

Chanel-like Candy Coatedsource

Sparkles make everything better. Missy knows that.

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Here in the North American Paris, we’re still huffing away some snow dust. But my pink is pushing thru, though. Bubbly spirit. No matter what may come. Like clogged sinuses.

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Look what a genius combo – tweed with shiny pants! So edgy and contemporary. Brings it to this era.

Chanel-like Candy Coated

The Chanel collection must have been inspired by macaroons, amarettis, biscottis and such. Such candied colors leave no one cold. At the daycare, when distributing crafting paper, the pink gets the biggest “who wants it ‘me-eeee’s”.

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The above yummy accessory galore is found downtown Plattsburgh, upstate NY at the lovely Barbara’s boutique Cach√© Elegant.

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Chanel-like Candy Coated

Cupcakes make everything better, right? Baked by the stylish Valerie herself.

Chanel-like Candy Coated

Chanel-like Candy Coated

Chanel-like Candy Coated

I’m fighting a cold. Have been the whole week. Today was the first day I had to miss work. Can’t teach a class when I’m not-in-my-groove state. Hopefully my visit at the walk-in clinic later today will go faster than last time in October – then the ordeal took me 5hrs! I’ll be armed with the latest issue of US Marie Claire. The subscription was my Xmas present.

Gettin’ Crazy – Winter Ain’t Over Just Yet

Gettin' Crazy - Winter Ain't Over Just Yet

This year my winter has gone by a lot faster than the two previous ones here in Canada-land. I’ve done a hefty amount of winter sports – cross-country and downhill skiing, skating and snowshoeing. Could that be the reason?

Gettin' Crazy - Winter Ain't Over Just Yet

The guy at the ice rink knows me by now. The other day they put on Metallica – as opposed to the Franco pop that they usually play – and I had a grand time swooshing away to “Nothing Else Matters”. I congratulated the ice-maker on his excellent musical choice.

The below sign just cracked me up. This is a store in Montreal.

Gettin' Crazy - Winter Ain't Over Just Yet

Gettin' Crazy - Winter Ain't Over Just Yet

I’m getting better at keeping my glamour even in freezing conditions. When I moved to Canada from Paris, that seemed to be the hardest thing. Gradually, you get more practice in decoding the weather, and also in choosing the good materials or the right combos.

Gettin' Crazy - Winter Ain't Over Just Yet

It feels soothing to have found my place here a bit more. Canadians are good people. Very curious about other countries so that has always felt nice.

Gettin' Crazy - Winter Ain't Over Just Yet

French Canada is an experience of its own. Well, on this continent I only know the US – so outside of my last year’s brief hop to Ottawa, I have had no experiences in the English-speaking Canada. I’d be interested to see what Toronto or Vancouver are about. And if they are similar to here.

Gettin' Crazy - Winter Ain't Over Just Yet

Gettin' Crazy - Winter Ain't Over Just Yet

Gettin' Crazy - Winter Ain't Over Just Yet

My Thursday’s zumba continues to be a high point of the week. Although half of Friday goes into trying to get my groove back.

Gettin' Crazy - Winter Ain't Over Just Yet

Lately all the sportive activities have taken a toll on my coffee shop hanging time, but that can be remedied soon. We did go to a delicious Japanese restaurant last Saturday. I had salmon sushi, smoked salmon sushi and salmon maki. Someone at the table made a comment “you must like salmon”. You’re Scandinavian-born or you’re not.

Gettin' Crazy - Winter Ain't Over Just Yet

Gettin' Crazy - Winter Ain't Over Just Yet

Gettin' Crazy - Winter Ain't Over Just Yet

Gettin' Crazy - Winter Ain't Over Just Yet

Gettin' Crazy - Winter Ain't Over Just Yet

Gettin' Crazy - Winter Ain't Over Just Yet

I’ve tried to be more mindful about what and how much I eat. Paying close attention to hunger cues. Somewhere along the line I developed a habit of eating if I got anxious about something. Then I’d regret it later when the feeling passed. Now I’ll aim at sitting down with the feeling, and then decide whether or not that is hunger or something totally different.

Anxiety continues to slather its unwanted colors on my otherwise happier days. How much of it should I just accept as “part of me”? And when can I decide that “that’s not me” and I have to fight it, or better yet chase it away?