Trendy Moody
Trends go up and down. Now it is hip to wear black and white, beige is kind of out. Leggings are gone, now it is skinnies. The thing I want to write about is my moods. Somehow I’ve become awfully moody. One day I’ll wake up and be desperately down. Like yesterday. I just felt like I needed to run away from everything. All my energy was spanked out. I hated to be where I am, longed for Paris, my old former city.
I have no reason nor right to be this unhappy. I have a company. My husband loves me. I get to have time to fashion blog and paint art. I can have fun with trends or go out for walks as long as I wish. Yet why is it that there are days when I just feel so miserable? I regret moving to Canada. I long for somewhere else. A place I don’t even know exists.
I spend a great deal of time browsing the Net, trying to find answers to this sadness problem of mine. Today, I am under the control of my moods. If the great depression decides to halt above my head, I have no other possibility but to surrender. This doesn’t put me in control of my life. I just observe and obey. And wait for the bad cloud to retire.
Would you have any advice on this? Is there a cure for moodiness? Or is it a part of life, something I should simply accept.
Sometimes I feel like I’m reading myself on your blog! When I start to feel moody, I get myself something I really love, a glass of wine, a piece of cheesecake or a bag (for the most serious cases
).
O i had some moments this week, when gloom just seems to come over. for the first time i thought, if i can just be myself, do what i need… read, have something lovely to eat, connect with a friend:)… i can breath again…
how is today? i hope you are feeling well…
rain on this side in the big apple. i haven’t ventured out yet… miss you:). hugs
If I was from Paris and in any other city I would be gloomy (especially in the winter). When I am in the sun I am far less gloomy altho sometimes very uncomfortable in the heat.
Hey girl ! don’t worry I think we are all somewhat like that. I’m very moody in the winter, I think it’s the lack of light, I dunno… I also get moody when I don’t eat sugar (it makes me kinda fierce… and I should totally work on this addiction but that’s another story). Anyway I think mostly that our european/american lives make no sense : we work a lot, we don’t value human contact that much, we are progressively getting rid of a lot of things that make us humans. Our bodies and mind are messed up by all this un-natural behaviour we have, and I ‘d like to move from Paris and find some time to breathe and reconnect with myself. (I dunno if it makes any sense ?)
un chouette article
avec beaucoup de belles choses
gros bisous
I’m soooo in love with your hat !! *-* you are gorgeous.
xoxo
Oh you are so blessed!! Don’t let the devil steal your happiness. You are so talented, smart and beautiful. I pray that the Lord will lead you to the right place that will give you such peace and joy.
I don’t think there’s a cure for moodiness, except for some soulsearching into the why’s and possible helps.. I hope you feel a little better soon, or find out what changes are neccesary to bring back happiness in your life. xx
Hey Susa!
Girl, I am so moody (I guess because I am a pisces). What helps me is writing and I also have a list of things that I am grateful for, which reminds me how lucky I am !